~sugarcoatedcarcrash

i have you breathing down my neck.
i don't know what you could possibly expect under this condition so i'll wait for the ambulance to come pick us up off the floor....what did you possibily expect under this condition?

and this flood is slowly rising up, swallowing the ground beneath my feet. tell me how anybody thinks under this condition....
so...i'll swim as the water rises up, sun is sinking down and now all I can see are the planets in a row suggesting it's best that i slow down...this nights a perfect shade of dark blue.

have you ever been alone in a crowded room? while i'm here with you...the world could be burning down.

while I'm here with you ...i said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue.

we were boxing....we were boxing the stars.
you were swinging for Mars
and then the water reached the west coast and took the power lines...
and it was me and you and the whole town underwater.
there was nothing we could do...it was dark blue.



well, yesterday probably made the top 10 best days of my life. warped tour is definitely where my heart belongs, man. soooooooooo amazing. it was freaking hot. it was supposed to rain and be somewhat cool, but it was clear and HOT for most of the day. i was sweaty and gross and disgusting and miserable.


....but it was the best thing EVER.



oh, and...
I MET ANDREW FUCKING MCMAHON. AAAAHHHH! definitely the highlight of my warped experience. we waited in line for an HOUR to meet him, but it was well worth it. he was such a cool guy. he loved katie's socks. xD
i also met jac vanek. she's really nice, totally cool and fun to talk too....and even more gorgeous in person.
and i also met austin bello from forever the sickest kids. haha. he smelled. but what guy there didn't? xD

and i saw...
madina lake, relient k, gym class heroes, the academy is..., cobra starship, against me!, jacks mannequin, angels and airwaves, the higher, and story of the year.

and of course, there were a lot others that we just heard walking around and stuff.

i missed a lot of the bands i wanted to see because of the whole hour long line thing, but again, it was so worth it.

i also missed say anything, which was the last band to play. we were walking out, my dad was on his cell trying to get a signal to talk to my brother, as we were trying to decide if we wanted to stay and see them or not...but as he was walking, he crossed the exit place thing and the guy said we couldn't go back in. we were LITERALLY two feet away from the inside. it was so stupid. but we were exhausted anyway, so i probably wouldn't have enjoyed the show anyway.

oh, and i finally got a sunburn! haha, i'm actually kinda proud of it. it just doesn't feel like summer without a sunburn.


but yeah...it was so amazing. someone was talking about how the guys at warped don't get paid, about how it's all about exposure. and as we were standing in line waiting for the andrew mcmahon signing, these guys from this band called lights off dancing came up to us to get us to listen to their cd. they weren't the first guys to do it, but they're the only ones that i remember the name. but they were INSANELY good. everyone that stopped us was insanely good! it's so cool to be able to go somewhere and all that matters is the music. no one cares if you fucking buy it...but just listen to it!

the people there were really friendly too. of course, there's your handful of everyday assholes that cut in front of you and obscure your view of the band playing, but in general, everyone's just there to listen to music and have a good time. we met probably one of the most hardcore jacks mannequin fans ever. he knew wayy more about the band than i did...and on the top of his head too. he was really nice. just random people will talk to you and shit, it's cool. i feel a sort of sense of belonging. i don't feel weird at all at warped. minus the fact that i felt like a total geek for screaming when i saw forever the sickest kids at their merch table and have everyone there stare at me. haha. xD btw, i probably sound like a geek writing all of this right now...but honestly, i don't care.

and on an equally geeky, but completely teenage-girl-minded note...i have NEVER seen SO many hot guys in one place at one time like that ever before. daaaaamnnnn. me and katie were just having a field day. xD we have a thing where we make noises and say "left..." "right..." "straight ahead..." when we see a hot guy. and we were doing that at least every two seconds. it was fabulous.

pictures ARE coming soon, guys, i promise.


but if you left it up to me...everyday would be a holiday from real.
we'd waste our weeks beneath the sun, we'd fry our brains and say it's so much fun out here.
but when it's all over...i'll come back for another year.